4:00 PM
I am at the 24 hour mark. I’ve been reduced to soundscapes. It’s been mostly Japanese and Chinese theme music today. A little bit of Muzak thrown in. I think it is helping. The melodic predictability is assuring, or something.
Work is a drag. I’m starting to get snippy with co-workers. Three times since my last post, I’ve spontaneously realized my muscles were tense; cramping from the withdrawal, begging me to light up. Lucky for my lungs, I don’t have any cigarettes. Although I do still have a baker’s dozen worth of lighters in my bag(s). I suppose those should be the next to go.
The edge is on. The novelty: off. All I want is a cigarette. So, that’s great.
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